Tuesday, October 13, 2009

today is….

my day of birth. Yepp that's right. Today at 9:11pm, I was brought into this chaotic world to bless you all with my presence and words. Muahhh hahahahha. Look at the time I was born, who knew it was a tragedy before it even happened.

26

yep can you believe it

26

I don't know where I thought I would be at age 26. But I prob thought it was somewhere on a mountain with a farm and probably about 3 kids by now I'm sure, married. But nope. Not there. No farm. No kids. No mountain, that's probably the saddest part.

I just think everything I have done and how much left I have to do and how much I want to do. I think of the people have been in my life the people that were. I wish some of them were still in my life but I realize they aren't for reasons. Good reasons too. I have had some crazy times, done some crazier things, but I have always had fun.

I dont know what 26 feels like, or what its suppose to feel like but I dont think I feel like it, even though I am it, but I have only been it for a few hours or really Im not even born yet, technically.

Today I just floated around in my pool and ponder thoughts. My mom is going to cook me a turkey dinner, like Thanksgiving, per my request. Thursday night we will celebrate on the Palm Beach Princess boat with my friends. It should be fun. We will dine, drink, gamble and laugh.

26

4 years to 40

yep