I was watching The Hills tonight and Lauren said it...
"I know how to be her best friend and I know how to hate him, I dont know how to be anything in between."
That is my problem with him. I know how to be his bf and I know how to hate him, anything else for me is akward. Because I cant adjust to being a casual friend or an aquiantence with someone after being so close to them, it feels backwards for me and just akward. Its very much a love or hate relationship.
Its why when I talk to him and he tries to be nice I get so deffensive and put up such a front, its also to protect myself and my feelings.
Really its that simple. Its really ground breaking.
