People are just crazy I have come to believe. No matter their age or their profession if they could even be considered professionals. HA. What just surprises me is how some people know me and still try to control my life. I am on my grown shit for real (that's really mature for me to say huh) but seriously. I am an adult. I am an individual. I have my own mind. I have my own voice and I know how to use it (&my mind). No one will ever control my behavior except me. I do what I want, I ALWAYS have that's just me. I live and I learn.
I also choose WHO my friends are. Given I don't always make the best decisions but I figure it out eventually and all experiences in life are lessons and I take so much from every single one. I choose my friends despite what anyone may say about someone. I give people the benefit of the doubt even though sometimes all of my instincts tell me not too because I don't believe that people are bad I just believe they are misled and pressured to make bad decisions due to circumstances.
Just know that I will always suffice and prevail in every situation, why, because of the 1st paragraph. I am a very strong person, I am not invincible, but I am strong. I may get knocked down but I get right back up, no matter how long it takes, I will stand again. Don’t try to put the fire under my ass because you don't like someone whom I choose to like. Your childish games will not control my behaviors. I respect that fact that people dislike others for no reason however I am not a sheep in a herd and I do not follow the crowd.
I am someone who has always been hated on for no reason. People for the most part are jealous beings. The jealousy causes hatred little clicks to form and so forth. I do not take sides, I stand alone in the middle. Your attempts at awkwardness and uncomfortableness will only push me further from you and make me laugh harder.
I am me. I do as I please. Get over it and grow up.
